Here She Goes Again...

It's funny the way life works. If you were to ask me a year ago, 6 months ago, hell... even three weeks ago "How do you see your future?" I'd instantaneously say "With him." 
What's even crazier is how you never think that the unfathomable will ever happen to you until it actually does and it throws your entire, once safe and sound, universe into an ascending loss of breath, heart pounding, palm sweating, lip trembling halt. And, for a moment you can't talk. You can't breath. You can't think. But, you can feel everything pure inside of your body dying all at once like a serious of vindictive bullets staggering into innocent people. And, it plays like a dream where the words roll of his sorry lips into your hesitant ears and the ugly words set their roots into your nervous heart and everything your poor heart was beating for shuts down..
The worst part of it all is that you never saw this coming. No moment of preparation. No chance to brace yourself. Not even a second to absorb the blow. Just like death, you came so suddenly and left so hastily. The death of me and you was way too soon.